Andre Dupke - Absolute Being

About Me

I was born on 30 March 1975 in Hamburg. In 2012, I experienced the Absolute Being during a near-death experience. This experience seemed so significant to me that I wanted to devote a large part of my attention to the realisation of my existence, the I Am, from that point on. -My journey began with this decision.

My journey began with this decision.

With this project I would like to try to bring you closer to the importance of absolute consciousness, in the knowledge that any distraction on the outside can only separate you from it.

Although you will always find new contributions here that point to absolute being, you will only be able to find and preserve it in the silence of realising your own existence.

Curiosity about Reality

Even as a child up to the age of 15 or 16, I was very interested in quantum mechanics, the theory of relativity, astronomy and science in general. My mum worked as a bookseller and whenever something new came out in this field she would bring me home a copy. In addition to the Hawkins books, I remember titles such as ‘Curved Space and Bent Time’, ‘5 Reasons Why the Universe Can't Exist’ and ‘The Discovery of Nothingness’.

Although I didn't always understand everything, I could recognise the problems in the standard model and always had the suspicion that everything was right, but that one detail still had to be changed before it was really right. I was convinced that this error was actually obvious and that I could find it if I thought about it hard enough. So I read these books again and again, always expecting to find the mistake.

At some point, my interest in finding this error gave way to other interests and I forgot about my search for the ‘obvious error’ in the big bang model for a long time. From then on, I spent most of my time in rehearsal rooms and recording studios.

Binary Awareness

In 2012, I had an experience that was to change my life decisively. I experienced absolute consciousness, the pure realisation of my existence outside of thoughts, concepts, space and time. There was nothing but the realisation ‘I Am’. Then I woke up again in what felt like 100,000 situations. In a bed, in another bed, on the street, on the beach, in hospital, again in another bed. Every time I had the feeling ‘Oh, here I am’, it was time for the next situation.

In retrospect, I asked myself: ‘I was now in absolute consciousness, woke up in 100,000 different situations, but was there the whole time, was aware of my existence the whole time. What (the hell) am I doing in my ‘normal’ life when I am ‘not’ aware of my existence?’. At that moment I realised that I was no longer present in my normal, everyday life. There were stories, ideas, assumptions, dramas, the stories of others, but I myself was no longer present. From my near-death experience, I understood that ego consciousness is binary. Either you are aware of your existence or you are not.

This realisation seemed so profound to me that I promised myself that from then on I would never forget the realisation of my existence anymore and that I would always be aware of myself. What happened next would not only fundamentally change my life, but also answer the question of my childhood regarding the error in the Big Bang model.

The Nature of Space and Time

I stood on the terrace of our house in the Andalusian mountains at night and looked up at the stars, trying to be completely still in the realisation of my existence. Then a thought came to me, I thought: ‘Those stars up there, maybe they don't exist anymore because the light has been travelling for so long.’ And although I had never heard voices up to that point, I heard a voice at that moment, it came from the top left. This voice answered me: ‘Yes, and if you find the past in the large scales, you will find the future in the small scales’. I realised that this was the answer to the question I had been looking for so much during my youth and it revealed a whole new perspective on the Big Bang model and the obvious error.

...and if you find the past in the large scales, then you will find the future in the small scales.
- The Absolute